"you're not suitable to play fugue, but i'll let you try cos your fingers are too small. the fugue youre playing now is really hard anyway"

ahah. thats the reason why i dont play fugues.

now i know why.

i wonder what im suited to play.

today went to grammercy with sarah to check out the tuners and i found my suite pour le piano! but sarabande's really hard and my puny fingers cant reach. >:(

nevermind.

i'll master it one day.

and, my teacher said my fingers are weak, not strong enough. 

!!!

maybe i can find a machine like schumann's.